'##::::'##:::'#####:::'########: VIVA LA REVOLUCION! CERDO DEL CAPITALISTA!! ##:::: ##::'##.. ##:: ##.....:: =========================================== ##:::: ##:'##:::: ##: ##::::::: THE HELOTS OF ECSTASY PRESS RELEASE #435 !! #########: ##:::: ##: ######::: ZIEGO VUANTAR SHALL BE MUCH VICTORIOUS! !! ##.... ##: ##:::: ##: ##...:::: =========================================== ##:::: ##:. ##:: ##:: ##::::::: "The Insistence of Meaning" !! ##:::: ##::. #####::: ########: by -> Neko !! ..:::::..::::.....::::........:: 1/15/99 !! !!========================================================================!! ...And it hit too close to home. I refused to ignore it anymore even though it was obviously expected of me. "No." ...And I can't anymore. Can't be right, can't be wrong, can't do good, can't do bad. Can't think. Can't feel. Can't know. "No." ...And I don't anymore. I don't feel. Completely numb. My stomach churns rapidly at the thought. But nothing comes of it. I wonder if anything ever did. "No." ...And I still wonder. There is a future. It's not vmeste, obviously, but if not s nei, s kem? "No." ...And I guess time will go on. And I will lick my wounds and return to the battleground that is life. But I don't want to. Not this early. "No." ...And I am supposed to be friends. But it's quite a change. I was a friend to begin with. But it progressed. Now I suppose it has regressed, although I don't quite feel it. Deal with it. "No." ...And I wonder how. How. HOW? "No." ...And maybe there is a yes out there for me. Just maybe. "No." ...And sometimes the things you have don't make you happy. But do the things you don't have make you happier? !!========================================================================!! !! (c) !LA HOE REVOLUCION PRESS! HOE #435, WRITTEN BY: NEKO - 1/15/99 !!